Donny’s Ramblings: Diary of a Former Porn Producer

“I earn $X,XXX per dealership. I have X dealerships as clients.”
“I’ve spoken at this event and that event. I received $X,XXX to speak.”
“I’ve been on this news show. I’ve been written about in that paper. I’ve been given this book offer.”
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The following is a direct quote of something that was [...]

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I originally wrote this as a comment to this article I found about Bethel Church in Redding, California.
Ah, a post on the crazy church in Redding known as Bethel… and a detailed one at that.
First of all, let me paint a little background picture for the record:
I produced porn for 9 years. For the [...]

Filed under: Bethel Church, Donny Pauling, Kooky, Kris Vallotton, Redding Ca, iPhone | 91 Comments »

Is it possible that the reason God “can’t look on sin” is simply because it hurts him too much? Yeah, I know… I know. He’s mega holy and sin is far beneath him. But is that the REAL reason?
It’s really hard for me to buy into the fear mongering that goes on [...]

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A little over a week ago I wrote about buying an iPhone. I haven’t regretted it. This phone is great!
Oftentimes when I’m out walking I’ll think of something I want to write about, but by the time I’m back home I’ve forgotten what it was. Yesterday I started using the Notes feature [...]

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When I speak at “Porn and Pancakes” events all across the country, this is one of the videos we play.
Constance is a story about a girl in the Philippines victimized by Human Trafficking. It was created by Mr. J Medeiros and directed by Sam Sanchez of Stick Productions. It was produced by Ramses Jiminez of [...]

Filed under: Constance, Donny Pauling, Human Trafficking, Mr. J Medeiros, Porn, Porn Stories, Porn and Pancakes, Pornography, XXXchurch | 14 Comments »

I told myself I’d wait until Generation 2 at least. I told myself there was no reason to switch carriers or to spend the money right now.
I’d read article after article. I read review after review. I watched videos. Yeah, it looked really cool, but I could wait.
The local Cingular/AT&T store [...]

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Do you believe falling in love is mostly a choice?
Do you believe you could fall in love with almost anyone?
Do you think you could find the good inside another person, focus on those good things, deal with the bad and just… love?
I do.

Filed under: Choice, Donny Pauling, Love | 18 Comments »

The Baptist Press recently released an article about pornography in the church.
Click here to read it (at the end of the article is a link to another, older article that discusses help for women who’s husbands struggle with porn).
While reading the statistics written in that article, keep in mind that many of them are even [...]

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One thing that has always angered me about Christians is that they refuse to meet certain challenges head-on. I was recently sent a video that attacks the basis for Christianity and questions whether or not Jesus really existed. I used to send similar videos to Christians during my Christian-Hating Years. Nobody would [...]

Filed under: Bible, Christianity, Donny Pauling, God, Jesus, Spirituality, Supernatural, Zeitgeist the Movie | 28 Comments »

I was asked to post this for all of you:
FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE
Difted Media Group
PO Box 150169
Grand Rapids, MI 49515
616.588.5988
press@difted.com
RON JEREMY TELLS KIDS TO STAY AWAY FROM PORN
July 5, 2007: Porn star Ron Jeremy teams up with a puppet to help kids stay away from pornography. In an upcoming public service announcement, Ron Jeremy, who has [...]

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